stephie8

Why is it i want to move on, and still i yearn for him? Why is it i feel good when i speak to him? Why is it i get so angry at him at times i want to kill him? Why is it that when i am alone i want him, and when i am around him i shut him off and act all defensive? Is it possible i still like him? But i dont want anything do with him... no dating, no relationship... and yet its him who i want to have around, its him i want to kiss, its his arms i want around me.. I am moving on, even avoiding him and yet He sees me as a friend but still keeps on flirting.. its his character arrgh this is soemhting i just cant think about right now

It's amazing how rest affects the mood hehe All i know is i slept for 2 hours and everything around me was more colorful ^^ I did study!! :D finally.. little by little true but better than nothing Considering all things.. school is ok, emotions.. well they have their moments, mind.. busy and sometimes needs to stop over thinking,but all in all I got nothing to complain about. XD I just hope tomorrow will be a good day.. in need of new starts. Plus I am hoping to buy skittles which lately I've been addicted too. Sugar lightens my mood haha Donno what to write ... my thought are pretty scrabbled and I'll confuse all those who'll read this

Can't get rid of this apathy, this despair... it hangs on my head like a cloud of fog It blinds me from everything around me..